alone .

semakin hari aku semakin dilupakan . ini ke yang dipanggil sebagai KEHIDUPAN ? grr

suck .

There are days, in my life was filled with emptiness
My heart leaked from pain and washed away with sorrows
When I was young, I did not get what I want in my life
At times I was alone and felt with madness
and my tears dropped and were wet into my pillow.
My life had no stairs or ladder to climb up
nor sailed smoothly to the destinations
My life was hopeless and helpless like a man without liver
Life, without life is nothing but shattered dreams
At night, moonlight brightens me across the window
but no one close enough to hug or care for my feelings
Nothing can be done and I have to live with my destiny of life
I watched others who had everything in their life
but it did not bring me jealousy other's than lost in my life
Even a smile on my face was far away from me
Happiness kept me away and darkness hugged me closely
So many broken promises have played deep in my life
and the outcome results was made me to! feel so terrible
They say " You can live the life you were born to live"
But what can I do when I was born there is no life in store for me
Today, what I have learnt is accept your life and
live with it without counting the hatches for nothing

S to da P to da M .

• success is meaningless without a struggle
  , and a struggle isn't sweet without a sacrifice
  .
• all those who succeed do no realize that sucess is just around the corner when you are thinking about giving up .
• the price of success is much lower than the price of failed .
• i've got to say 'no' to the good , so i can say 'yes' to the best .
• you get the best out of other when you give the best of yourself .
• success occurs when opportunity meets preparation .

SPM 8A , PLEASE !

moon .

I wanna go away to the moon
it seems so nice there
isolated from others not hearing a tune
i wish i was there
I wouldnt have to deal with those ppl
those ppl who make my life suck
those b*tchy ppl
who always saID f*ck
At least if i was at the moon
no one would be there to judge me
i could just spend an afternoon
with just me
If only i could just fly
then id fly to the moon
and no one would b able to fly
like me... to the moon I need to go there soon
I am gonna go
go to the thing in the sky
im gonna go
and and i promise i wont be shy
im gonna go and never come back
because coming back is wack
im gonna stay at the moon forever
never come back, never
good bye
im leaving soon
im gonna go high
high enough to go..
TO THE MOON

receive a letter from trans air :)

mengatakan bahawa anda terpilih menyertai kursus penerbangan yang kami adakan . sememangnya ada telah menunjukkan minat yang begitu tinggi terhadap kerjaya ini . bukan semua terpilih . apabila borang pendafataran kursus anda kami terima , maka anda layak hadir kelas pertama . sila hadir kelas berhampiran dengan anda .

thanks teacher shanty .
i appreciate it .

Mengejar cita-cita ke Dubai .

Someday everyone will change
in the future.

Everyone will be saying
am I going to look and act the same in the future?

People will be more stronger
in the future than they were in the past

People are always saying and thinking
where is life going to take me in the future.

Will my future be like the past?

Will I still see my old friends?

God knows where our future
is going to take us, becuase he created the world


selamat tinggal dunia .
aku kena tinggalkan semua benda untuk meneruskan cita-cita ku untuk ke Dubai .

Liar .

You told me you would be there
You told me you would never lie
You told me things were going to be fair
You told we would never die

You told me we were forever
and you whispered in my ear
We would always be together
There was nothing I should fear

You told me I was the key to your heart
Even when I cried at night
You told me we were one from the start
When we both knew things were never right

you told me I was your sunshine ,
Never letting you sleep.
But when you mentioned that one boy ,
my heart couldn't do anything but weep

I went through so much depression
Because of what you put me through
But now I learned my lesson,
to watch out for people like you

girl .
hold your words please .